" why is it so hard to find someone to love and someone who will love me?
stop being so playful, i wish that everytime i need someone to hug and talk to.
someone who will listen, encourage and support.
keeping too many things to yourself is a bad thing, it makes you feel more inferior and quiet
i wish i could just say everything that is inside me to someone, but where can i find the someone?
there are so many things i regretted doing, but was not given the chance to correct my mistakes
this is so unfair, when you love someone, you would stop at nothing to give the best for the other party, however, it really hurts when you know that she is just making use of you, playing with you and you know eventually she will go to another guy, yet you still would not give up on giving her the best. "

i wish i could just let you know how i feel..
i wish i could tell you that i really love you..
i wish i could ...

deep inside i'm hurting.. hurting real bad. why did i read this at such an hour where no one is there for me? i'd really want to talk to you again but i'm afraid of upsetting you.. i feel so horrible for giving you a wrong impression but i really really..

it feels like 100 knives going right through my heart. you are someone so special to me and i have never ever thought of hurting you or anything else.. i just wanted you to be happy..

who can i talk to now? i feel like grabbing my heart and pulling it out. i'd rather be an empty soul than someone like this.. ednachng..