negative or positive? well i'm growing deeper and deeper into it before i can even realise.. will it happen? will it come true? or will it just take a turn against me? god knows how i feel. getting it off my chest is one thing, while hoping it happens is another. my efforts, my pain. will anyone understand? why am i changing? i should stay the way i am, shouldn't i? will it turn out the way it seems? or is it gonna make me regret since i did not allow it to happen earlier? that makes me realise, being 16 is not that sweet after all.. what a painful year, what a dreadful walk of life. Key, or "키" means height. doesn't that give an explanation for the mystery behind my love for kim "key" bum?