Poof.

OMG 超愛你了！

2010-08-15T02:12:00.003+08:00

好！從今天起，就開始使用華語了！

哇~ 這次去了臺灣，可真是不想回家的！

超級無敵愛臺灣噢~！

有的吃，有的玩，有的跳舞，有的逛街

雖然花了不少錢，但真是超過癮的耶！

不知這樣，還認識了新朋友呢！

我跟你講，會跳舞的男生。。真是我的菜！ＸＤ

開玩笑啦～但他們也真夠帥的，真是令我見了就愛！

咳。。可惜這次的行程超趕的，沒機會吃到想吃的。

沒關係！鑿冰，蠔仔面綫，雞扒，一定要等我哦！！

過了不久，我一定會回來的！

one last dance

2010-07-24T03:27:00.002+08:00

just one more last week before we'll all break a leg on stage!

to be honest, i have to say that none of us has practised hard enough,

and needless to say, make the best out of every rehearsal.

i now have a new direction in life,

but there are just some things that i can't get over..

i'm gonna lock, i'm gonna pop and i'm gonna break.

Taiwan and dance shall help pick up my shattered heart,

and piece the pieces back together.

i've seen so much during the month of july,

about how things can just pass you if you do not pay proper attention to them.

life is all about living it to the fullest, living for your dreams, and treasuring those whom you love and love you.

yes, i did move on, and i'm now living a happier life as compared to after things happened.

it breaks my heart to see how much you've changed, or rather, how much i think you have changed.

but loving someone is accepting him for whoever he person is, am i right?

i won't know if i still have a place in your heart, or i guess you might even hate me to the bone now, but,

just want you to know that someone has always been there, quietly watching over you..

may i have the last dance with you?

2010-07-17T13:55:00.001+08:00

SOMEONE TALK TO ME =(

am i happy or happy?

2010-07-04T00:41:00.003+08:00

i thought this wouldn't happen again but...

OMFG HE WORE THE SHIRT THAT I BOUGHT FOR HIM!!

and i am cutting hair with suhui tomorrow..

heheheheheh okok i'm like a dog with two tails =D

2010-07-03T18:22:00.002+08:00

Keep the faith.

i can't stop and won't stop.
我會一直在你身後默默的守護著你。
不想我，不愛我，甚至是討厭我都沒關係。
愛一個人就是要他快樂，不屬於自己也無所謂。
說我傻也好，說我笨也好。。我都不會去管。。
等到有一天覺得真的撐不下去了，我自己就會自動離開。

看著你這麽的快樂，自己也會安心了。。

Why? 왜? 爲什麽？なぜ?

2010-06-29T15:01:00.004+08:00

10th post about you.
Is it that difficult to let me know how you feel?
There's only one reason why i'm still feeling irritated and annoyed.
yes, i'm jealous and i'm angry. but why?
i don't know if you find me irritating and annoying but..

you're hot and you're cold
you're yes and you're no

you walked in, gave me a kiss, but stabbed me right after that.
you made me so attached to you but what happened?
all i wanna know is.. why?

2010-06-28T10:35:00.002+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i wanna go to Korea! sg is such a sorrow land and it will always be till i finally understand how you feel..

2010-06-28T02:12:00.002+08:00

" why is it so hard to find someone to love and someone who will love me?
stop being so playful, i wish that everytime i need someone to hug and talk to.
someone who will listen, encourage and support.
keeping too many things to yourself is a bad thing, it makes you feel more inferior and quiet
i wish i could just say everything that is inside me to someone, but where can i find the someone?
there are so many things i regretted doing, but was not given the chance to correct my mistakes
this is so unfair, when you love someone, you would stop at nothing to give the best for the other party, however, it really hurts when you know that she is just making use of you, playing with you and you know eventually she will go to another guy, yet you still would not give up on giving her the best. "

i wish i could just let you know how i feel..
i wish i could tell you that i really love you..
i wish i could ...

deep inside i'm hurting.. hurting real bad. why did i read this at such an hour where no one is there for me? i'd really want to talk to you again but i'm afraid of upsetting you.. i feel so horrible for giving you a wrong impression but i really really..

it feels like 100 knives going right through my heart. you are someone so special to me and i have never ever thought of hurting you or anything else.. i just wanted you to be happy..

who can i talk to now? i feel like grabbing my heart and pulling it out. i'd rather be an empty soul than someone like this.. ednachng..

2 Different Tears

2010-06-28T01:48:00.002+08:00

The love you gave me was so so good,
but the pain you gave me was so so bad..

did you do this to make me feel how he was feeling?
i totally understand now how bad it was when..
mom asked me why you had stop coming over to our place..

i really really hope that one day, i can walk back up to mummy and tell her that you're coming over for the day..
that's my only wish for now i guess.. i'm blind now but, since its for you, all the more, its all worthwhile.

Doesn't seem like something that i'll say right?
it has already been 2 weeks.. and 2 weeks was a real torture to me, especially when i can't tell anybody anything..
i can't cry and i can't smile.. no matter how many times i've tried, to no avail.
there is no clear cut answer so i'm gonna wait..
i don't know, but it feels horrible when you really wanna cry and no tears can roll out..the once cry baby is now a baby with no more refill packs for tears..

i keep telling myself that i'm ok but deep inside, i know i'm not.
dreamt of you the night before and i guess i was smiling widely in my dreams..
you picked up my little hands and told me that things were gonna be ok..
gave me a peck on my forehead and a great big hug..
although it was just a dream, but it was one which i didn't wanna wake up from..
will this small but precious dream ever come back to me again?

"Lady Moon, Please bring him back to me.."

안녕하세요 저는 바보 입니다

2010-06-21T14:31:00.002+08:00

왜 이렇게 됐지 우리 두 사람
한참을 그저 멍하니 앉아서
알면서도 차마 두려운 그 말
미안해 이제 우리 그만해

어디부터 잘못된 걸까 뭐가 그리 달랐던 걸까
우리 이제는 못난 두 사람
아무 말도 닿지 않는데 아무 힘도 될 수 없는데
그럼 그냥 이렇게 우린 끝나나요

우리 행복했잖아요 많이 사랑했잖아요
나처럼 미운 그대도 아파하고 있나요
점점 멀어져 가네요
이대로 놓지도 붙잡지도 못하고
내일 얘기하자 내일 얘기하자 우리..

어디부터 잘못된 걸까 뭐가 그리 달랐던 걸까
우리 이제는 못난 두 사람
아무 말도 닿지 않는데 아무 힘도 될 수 없는데
그럼 그냥 이렇게 우린 끝나나요

우리 행복했잖아요 많이 사랑했잖아요
나처럼 미운 그대도 아파하고 있나요
점점 멀어져 가네요
이대로 놓지도 붙잡지도 못하고
왜 이래야만 하나요 지켜온 우리 꿈들은
왜 하나같이 부서져 가나요..

우리.. 행복했잖아요 많이 사랑했잖아요
나처럼 힘든 그대도 억울하지 않나요
제발 그러지 말아요
이대로 이대로 날 떠나지 말아요..

내일 얘기하자..내일 얘기하자..
헤어지지 말자..
우리...

2010-06-19T02:12:00.006+08:00

i'm sorry, i need to be vulgar

-edit-

ah damn, sorry if u have read my vulgarities.
im taking all of them back now coz im seriously feeling much much much better.
and i really realise something. i have always been asking people how i can become such an optimistic person.. now i know why.. thats because, i don't really care how people view me! as long as i'm happy, thats all =)

i went crazy and all, with my blood pressure hitting its highest which caused me to feel numb all over and i sorta lost my sight for a few mins. but hey! i have this super ability to switch emotions fast and think in a flash what's right and what's wrong. i guess no matter how bad it could have gotten, i would NOT EVER think of ending my life. NO WAY MAN.

but then again, if u are willing to change your ways, or i shall say, make yourself a happier person, well..... my arms are always open for u!

i'm really sorry for making people worried bout me and stuff.. but hey again, such an eye opener. well, i guess i'm back to the old cheery happy edna again! hard to knock me down i guess? i don't have a strong ego, but i do have a very positive mindset. ok i don't expect u to change.. maybe just a sorry from u? or words that would harm people less? yup i guess thats all i can ask for~

and i'd like to thank all those who have stood by me but not those who have given me empty promises tho i guess u guys would never get to see this.

to sum things up, this might sound stupid but, i still do love u =)

笑不出的小丑

2010-06-17T10:32:00.002+08:00

心碎了。翅膀也破了。到底有谁能来把以前的我找回来呢？
难道真的回不了头了吗？我的魂到底在哪儿。。
今天已哭了5次。眼都红了，肿了。。
此时此刻只想抱着个人，痛快地哭一场。
好想睡一觉，至少醒来了，心情也大概会好些。

쩜쩜 멀어저 가네요
이대로 널 떠나지마라요
내일 얘기하자.. 헤어지지말자.. 우리..

记得我爱你

2010-06-16T09:08:00.006+08:00

“嘀嗒嘀嗒响你的声音，想起未来过去。。”

最近我想我们也开始疏远了。不知为何他连看我一眼都是一件少见的事情。走路时，连头都抬不起来；面对不了他，面对不了世界，面对不了自己。在来到学校的路上，我心里只想着一件事；他那可爱灿烂的笑容。“当你的眼睛眯着笑，当你喝可乐当你吵。。我想对你好你重来不知道。。”

今天早上你问我为何最近呢么的安静。我真的不能解释但是我能够说的，是为了你。。

说真的，这个他的确是个不同的他。为了他，自己也放下了很多事，为的只是想和他有多一点相处的时间。我经常不做的都做了，不说的都说了。最后为的，只是想要他能看我多一眼，想我多一天。

我真的累了。我三番四次的对自己说“别放弃！” 但我开始也找不到这个坚持下去的毅力。有人说：“时间能恢复一切”但照我来看，时间正在拉开我们的距离。“你在一公尺之外的世界，一辈子回不了的源点，我正才发现你离我有多么远”

是我的错。都是我的错。我不要求原谅，最好有谁能来巴我一巴掌，把握打醒好了。

总告诉自己，千千万万不能让天空下雨，因为一旦下了雨，雨就会大得连他都看不见。现在我还能挽回吗？这个赛跑不管是胜海失败，我都得完成它。至少有一天我能告诉自己，我尽力了。被爱伤也不能投降。。

在我心底，还是你最珍贵。。

the unspoken, the untold.

2010-05-30T23:34:00.002+08:00

25 minutes of kisses, 25 minutes today.
such a whirlpool, such a flurry.
someone's gotta get out there to save me from it, right?
actions do speak louder than words, but words do act as an important catalyst too.

2010-05-27T15:20:00.002+08:00

听不到，看不见，摸不清，想不透。
为何双面有那么大的一个差别呢？
我十番四次的告诉自己无论如何都不能糟蹋自己。。
但有何用呢? 心里想着一套，手脚做的又是另一套
自己根本不想这样。。真的不想这样。。
最近饭都吃不下，话也说不出。。
在此时此刻，多希望你能了解我的感受。。
爱情这东西，真是要了我的命。。
不想理会都得理。。

多希望我是个瞎子、聋子。
看不见也听不到，那该多好啊。。
至少伤心时，不需要面对面前的一切

这么复杂。。谁能救救我呀。。

2010-05-26T12:57:00.001+08:00

people will only understand that i existed when i disappear.

you don't seem to care, don't you?

2009-06-29T01:40:00.002+08:00

currently moved to blog.naver.com/poohthehero but might come back to post once in a blue moon..

OEI WHY YOU GOT SO MANY PASSWORDS.

2009-06-16T01:05:00.001+08:00

smack lor!!!
plus you suddenly share all these make me sorta dunno how to react.
LOL

LOVE YOU STILL, DONT WORRY xDD

(else you'll only be thinking of eliant and cordy)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

your greatest love of all, THE BEE.

2009-06-02T01:37:00.000+08:00

I AM GOING ON A DATE WITH MY HAE TOMORROW =D

2009-05-19T00:19:00.002+08:00

"넌 대체 어떤 약이길래 끊을 수가 없어 나도 몰래"
maybe thats the reason why i've been listening to Again & Again over and over again?
just like what chansung rapped, i just don't understand what is this shit that i can't give up.
will someone give me an answer?
will there be a solution?
or do i have to go through this again and again?

2009-05-18T01:16:00.002+08:00

ALL 2PM FANS! just in case you do not know, Time For 2PM is a new international fanbase that is soley created for 2PM, unlike 2oneday. PLEASE GIVE THE BOYS YOUR SUPPORT BY JOINING US @ timefor2pm.co.nr!! we will be having a project soon! join us now!

I LOVE TARDS <33

2009-05-16T23:51:00.002+08:00

I AM DAMN F***ING TIRED AND PISSED AND IRRITATED AND HEARTBROKEN. cordy noona, please DON'T invite that bitch to your birthday party. it will only make us unhappy!

2009-05-15T21:00:00.003+08:00

EDNA IS HAVING MIXED FEELINGS
EDNA IS HAVING MIXED FEELINGS
EDNA IS HAVING MIXED FEELINGS
EDNA IS HAVING MIXED FEELINGS
EDNA IS HAVING MIXED FEELINGS

I don't know why is this happening
I don't know why is this happening
I don't know why is this happening
I don't know why is this happening
I don't know why is this happening

2009-05-15T00:22:00.002+08:00

5 THINGS I WANNA DO NOW:

1)SMACK SAMUEL!
2)GO BACK TO BUSAN AND THIS TIME VISIT DAEGU TOO
3)MASTER BUSAN AND DAEGU'S SATURI
4)SEW 2PM BEARS
5)PUT ON A FACE MASK

2009-05-03T19:08:00.007+08:00

finally a new post. L-O-L. YAYs for earning myself another 25+15 bucks both on friday and today! i badly wanna upload photos from korea here coz i know some are too lazy too check them out on my facebook. CAN'T FACEBOOK JUST LET ME PASTE THE HTML HERE OR SOMETHING?! SMACK FACEBOOK! ok fine i shall post some.. smack me...

photos are completely not in order. you can smack me for that but i shall not arrange them. HAHAHAHAHAH GO MY FACEBOOK AND SEE! I SHALL UPLOAD MORE LATER(sorry for the caps, lazy to take them off =D)

2009-04-13T23:43:00.003+08:00

GREETINGS FROM 제주 도(jeju-do)!! south korea is epic!! hahhhahha ok i guess nobody will understand what i mean... hahahhahahaha i shall upload some photos of our progress when we arrive in busan tomorrow night. wheeeeeeee i love 김밥(kimbap)!!!!!!! i have a total obsession for sesame oil now!!!!! kimbaps can go eat shit w/o enough sesame oil XD LOL we tried so many kind of food/ways of eating(i.e. JJM, delivery, sitting in an unglam position during dinner, tent). we are still trying to hold back our cravings for street food. wait till we get back to 서을(seoul). we'll be on a rampage!!!!!!!! i just can't explain how much i love 한식. we'll be having 자짱면(JJM) in 부 산 tomorrow coz its black valentines' day! only mummy won't be having JJM coz she 결혼 했어요(is married)!XD and YAY! i have climed another mountain, and adding to my collection would be 하라산!

ok thats all for today. i wonder if i'll blog soon. 사진 들 will be on facebook! or maybe here too XD

안녕히가세요! 잘자!

p/s i'm using korean words coz their keyboard is damn convienient!

AND, WE GOT INTERVIEWS BY KBS NEWS(actually only lydia and suhui spoke T___T)! not sure if its only for KBS jeju, but whatever, i did watch that reporter on tv so i know him =D yesung ar... now i'll understand how you feel, coz i might get edited out too T__________T

2009-04-04T01:19:00.003+08:00

for the sake of excitement.

countdown to korea trip and the depreciation of KRW: 5 DAYS

happy monkey day, everyone! hyukjae, please gain some fats before i see you(if i do).
and lets pray like mad that KRW will depreciate. wheeeee i'm so excited coz i'm gonna earn my pay =D
wheee and i changed the forum banner =D

(click image to enlarge)

2009-04-03T00:19:00.003+08:00

introducing............

NEGISHI FROM "DETROIT METAL CITY"!!

2009-03-30T03:49:00.000+08:00

i hate people who ask me stupid questions. SCREW YOU ALL

2009-03-22T23:39:00.002+08:00

thank you dilah, amanda and rachel for coming for gathering! and i wanna smack suhui. hahahahhaha i also wanna smack people who make idols revolve around their lives. SMACK YOU ALL! lol! hahahaaha i do love them, but i'm tame.... i'm nice..... i don't stalk them.... AND I PREFER SHOPPING OVER IDOLS! HAHAHAHAHAHHA so i have decided to not go for the hallyu concert(or whatever that is, the one with dongbeng) and save my money for shopping... muahahahahhahaa i trust my decision and i'm sure shopping will be better. I WANNA SMACK KIM JONGIL! YOU BETTER NOT FIRE A NUCLEAR MISSILE OVER TO S.KOREA WHEN WE ARE THERE. OR I'LL SMACK YOU!

p/s i love sepi for uploading our camwhore filtrates from just now. muahahhaha sepi, you are cleansed. hahahahhaha i bless you

2009-03-21T02:28:00.002+08:00

yingxin finally came to an end. although we had many disputes between committee members on the way, it was still a success. wanhui tonight was good, especially the Star Wars portion. GOOD JOB EVERYONE! especially our dearest lydia. poor thing, so stressed up over manhua. ITS OK, AMIGO WAS GREAT! so happy coz many people told me i danced really well. might oor might not be true, but i think i did a really great job. i'm now one step closer to being like hyukjae. HIMNAE! EDNA HWAITING!

2009-03-15T03:20:00.002+08:00

why is hyukjae my idol? simple, coz he dances well and i wanna be like him in the future! is not that i wanna marry him, I JUST WANNA DANCE LIKE HIM! HYUKJAE FTW!

an average looking person can dance well, and look just as cool!

2009-03-14T01:47:00.001+08:00

LOL WE ARE AT BEE'S BEE HIVE NOW!

2009-03-08T00:49:00.002+08:00

LOL I BET SHUWEI LOVES ME OR SOMETHING. HAHAHHAHAA... XIAO GANG IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!xiao gang loves me toooooooo!!!!! and kunda waved to me...... YAY! my long waited wave from kunda. lalalala energy belonged to the 4 of us at that moment. totally no one around..... BRAVO! shuwei ar shuwei..... ok i shall try and wave to you first next time so that you don't have to wave to me. wa xiao zhu................... DAMN CUTE! ONZHU COUPLE IS LOVE! as shuai as ever, my second time seeing him(first was at MAA).. JJ lin and his cute dimples. STEPH SUN NEEDS TO GAIN WEIGHT AND FIND HERSELF A NEW STYLIST. wu jia hui and lin qi yu.. hahahhahaa we always have the weirdest encounters with stars. so LOL LA! LYDEAR I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU hahahahhahaa we collabed again to see the artistes XD

ok i shall not brag bout my energy defying encounters. mummy say she has stuff on till 6th april. means suhui can come along?????? i knew something good would happen. things went quite well for me today, maybe besides the soshified sg gathering. edna is not a sone so she loves being an outcast. lalalllaalalala im hottest. hahahahahha

2009-03-07T01:30:00.004+08:00

superstition... you know, i am total enemies with this word now. I AM SOOOOOO ANGRY! i have no mood, but only disappointment and anger. why must suhui be taken away from me???!!!! i'm sorry but i've gotta emo for a while. i shall not hope for more to avoid further disappointment. and i'm getting replies from people: "don eobseo!(means no money)". CAN'T JUS THE SKY DROP MONEY DOWN OR AT LEAST THE GOVERNMENT GIVING OUT MONEY TO THE PEOPLE?! poor me. i'm left with my last hope. NOTHING SHALL TAKE LYDIA AWAY FROM ME! WHO DARES AND THATS IT.

i'm smoking. fuming. raged! so much that i'm not in the mood to talk about what happened between suhui and i just now. please visit donjuseyo.wordpress.com and read both the post and comments to get the full story.

despite the fact that i'm burning, i shall say HAPPY PROFESSOR DAY!

2009-02-28T03:01:00.002+08:00

i wanna share something with you..

firstly, i'm sorry for doing that to bee's face, but if you'd noticed, the smiley is yellow and black.. BEE COLOR! whahahhaha
i'm quite convinced that this picture can't show the many similarities between laoren and chansung, BUT, i believe one day i'll find the perfect photo to prove to the world that laoren and chansung DOES LOOK ALIKE. good stuff only come once in a while. stay tuned to know the results! =D

p/s laoren is gonna kill me.
p/s(again) hehehhe looking like chansung is not a bad thing XD
p/s(last one) chansung is damn shuai with short hair can.. CHANSUNG AR CUT YOUR HAIR PLEASE!

2009-02-24T23:40:00.001+08:00

KIM HYUNJOONG IS MY DEFINATION OF PRINCE!
hyunjoong = korean prince!!
nickhun = thai prince!!

2009-02-22T01:40:00.003+08:00

LOLOMFGWTFBBQ! hahaa no lah, its nothing.. only for the fact that junho has the same pair of nikes too.. hahha that makes it 5 of them. only taec and junsu have not been spotted wearing them.

(junsu ar, THATS NOT THE WAY TO DANCE SO HOT! AHHAHA)

lalalala and i went to pay dear birthday girl, sha, a visit just now. hahahha wanted to visit rebecca too but she already made her way back to angmoh land. poor vicky, who ask her to join bball as a cca. its a huge change from slack band to siao bball. hahahhaha wonder how's she gonna go for her bintan camp next week. VICKY DEAR, GET WELL SOON!

ok i shall not talk about lunch today since TF's family photo isn't out yet. anyway, BURGER KING LOST ITS STANDARD. beef was hard! and i can't believe it was the first time i had to leave my burger half eaten on the tray... gosh.......

p/s omfg i saw han sangho and kang hyunsu(lu mao aka green cap) on tv today! im happy =D
p/s(again) ahhhhh i forgot to bring bee bee's pens today despite my constant self reminder
p/s(last one) busan boy(i mean minki) has gone back to busan for good. ok i guess i'll never see him again. bye monkey!

2009-02-21T02:00:00.001+08:00

LOL i just told cordelia yesterday that i was my friends' pet coz i come and go as they wish, or you can say, come and go like the wind. HAHAHAHA hey but its fun coz i'm bored at home.......................so my dear lydia did me a great favour today by getting me out of my bed! HAHAHHAAH she called me at 1 plus to go sing at top one with cecelia coz its the end of their last paper. and i'm sad to say but i sang so many F.I.R songs.. almost killed my throat, but im ok! and another thing.. i can't believe i went with them to causeway point to see DA DONG!! hahahah we manage to capture a photo of their heads coz we were at the food court above:

left to right: da dong, hu yuwei, rainie yang

and i was browsing my hottest boy's soompi thread n i saw this:

LOL i guess i have an affection with mushroom headed boys!

HAHAHHA i cracked when i saw junho's. and they said busan boy looks like a thai.. HE'S FROM BUSAN NOT FROM THAILAND! hahahahhahah. and speaking of my busan boy, AH HE HAS MY PAIR OF NIKE HIGH DUNKS TOO!!!! OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 66 BUCKS IS SO WORTH MAN! actually when i was in angmoh land, it wasn't 2pm season yet...... actually i didn't even know the model of my shoes XD from what i got on the net, its nike high dunks Euro 2008 germany version. HAHHAHAHA GO GERMANY! OH AND CHANSUNG HAS THE SAME PAIR TOO! hell do i love 2pm! =D

HAHAHAHHAHA my busan butt. sexy eh? hahahhhahahaha OH I LOVE MY BUSAN BOY! hhahaahah

and i'm finally seeing all tards tomorrow. FAMILY REUNION! TUAN YUAN FAN! hahahhaa and i'll be going to sha's bd party tml. YAY I'LL FINALLY SEE SHA!!

p/s to all the people who nagged at me just now. HAHAHHA I'M GONNA SLEEP NOW AND ITS 2am! HAHHAHAH joke!
p/s(again) BUSAN MANSE! I LOVE MY BUSAN BOY
p/s(last one) ahhh i need to shit T_T

OUR SCIENCE CENTRE TRIP 090217

2009-02-18T00:43:00.006+08:00

hahahhaah suhui very joke right? last 2 photos: trying out beanies......AGAIN. the photos are for tards to kop. click on the photos to enlarge them. i've resized everything to a size just right, not too small. happy kopping!

p/s pee loves me
p/s(again) yay i think we're gonna go out with the bee soon
p/s(last one) ONEW SANGTAE IS EVERYWHERE IN SCIENCE CENTRE OMFG
p/s(really my last) OMFG KHUN HAS THE SAME PAIR OF NIKE DUNKS AS ME AND JAY PARK! i'll post a screen cap to prove it. oh my 66 bucks is so worth. GO GERMANY!

2009-02-15T13:04:00.008+08:00

OMFG JAY PARK AND I HAVE THE SAME PAIR OF NIKES!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH NOW I LOVE JAY PARK =D

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LOL i just woke up. midnight already! LOL. went to nap after lunch...... and because i had to wake up at 730am this morning, I AM FREAKING TIRED....... and because i took afternoon "nap", i had to sacrifice my dinner T___________T

anyway, vicky dear and i cabbed eri and kaho down to their hotel today, and i guess they should be either back in japan now or reaching soon.. haha now it makes me wonder if i'm gonna host more japs in the future... the both are the third group of japs who hae stayed in my house... if you noticed XD oh gosh suddenly got reminded of ami......WHY HAVE YOU NOT REPLIED TO MY LETTER?! GONNA BE ONE YEAR ALREADY OK! don't think that you are in kobe university means can don't care hor! LOLOLOLOL same goes to the rest... koji, yuta, natsumi, etc..I BETTER GET AN ANSWER FROM YOU GUYS!and i'm so gonna srew angmoh land's post system if i find out that my letter isn't being delivered to them. SCREW THE ANGMOH SYSTEM!

and i wanna thank senseh for helping us take our last photo together =D
LOL and wth is khun doing?!

p/s the jap guys from this trip looks way better then all others... HHHAHA
p/s(again) i still miss bee and pee
p/s(last one) oi prince, we go do the enrollment thing together hor.

ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE WE HAD OUR TARD FAMILY REUNION...

2009-02-15T02:32:00.006+08:00

with shineesg(w/o eri and i)

eri, me, kaho

mom, me, eri

LOL happy vday. went out with SHINeeSG today. ok most of them were ASSes XD but as expected, Eri and Kaho got bored(communication barrier)..nothing much la.. 3 of us went on a hunger strike, had free ice-cream and left after that... HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY....... SAPPORO RAMEN!!!!!!! omfg i had fish base shoyu ramen today...... zomg.....i always find myself consuming ramen on special occasions.. lucky eri san and kaho san don't hav namja chingus.. i was their namja chingu for the day! hahahhah

and this is what i did with the balloon that we got from orchard just now. if you notice the photo of eri,kaho and i, you will find a red balloon floating just beneath the ceiling. hhahahahha

OH OH OH and i now know who is that "ah beng" who i hugged yesterday. HE'S MY RP SENIOR AND HE'S NOT AN AH BENG! hahaha i guessed that part correctly. LOL what a small world.. turns out that he's cordelia's good friend and she was with the whole group of them yesterday.. INTERNATIONAL FREE HUGS DAY! no wonder.. hahaha and cordelia's my RP senior too! hahahha i'm so gonna do the next IFHD which falls in july. WOOHOO! anyway, I HUGGED AND ANGMOH GUY TODAY. ok lah quite good looking...but i don't give a damn. HAHHAHAHA

p/s i still miss the bee and saipee
p/s(again) eri san and kaho san are leaving later.. boohooohooo T____T
p/s(last one) my dear sot, sorry for not jio-ing you out today! we'll go science centre next week.. hahahahhahahah

2009-02-14T01:23:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I GAVE AWAY MY FIRST HUG OF THE YEAR TODAY! just before Vday. and who is the lucky guy? an unknown semi-ah beng! as in he looks like a typical bugis ah beng but he seems very nice XD was crossing the road heading towards heeren when i saw this group of people who were walking and giving out free hugs. i thought it was nice to accept it so i just gave away my hug to the person nearest to me. AH BENG! hahahhah and i hugged him right in the middle of the road. he's so skinny and tall, so my first hug isn't a very comfortable one, rather a crazy one. the red light was on so i had to chiong to the end after hugging him XD

oh i shall never get a bony and tall boyfriend XD hugs won't feel good y'know XD i want an average height(ed) person and preferably with some baby fats or something.. hahahaa i want i cute one! one with a ulzzang face with pinchable cheeks. i wanna be the noona! i shall strike taem and minh out of my list since they only fit my noona criteria. HEY! i dun mind a cute little semi-ahbeng(i mean one who does not smoke,pierce,fight,scold vulgarities, tattoo...AND DOESN'T WEAR SKINNIES!) hahhahahaa den maybe i can turn his life around or something... oh i'm so reminded of taec! oh give me that flaming glaze (!!!) hahahahhahah. and i want a rilakkuma! HAHA i am just kidding.. i like can already.. hahahahahahha. and i must clarify something... short hair doesn't mean tomboy. short hair is the tard family trend ok! hahhaahha

anyway, i have decided to spend my Vday with lydia and the jap girls(i mean i have to XD) and also, ASS(i want my tards T_T) and shineesg.i'm going coz lydia is going! all for my dearest lydia =D gonna have BBQ chicken tomorrow and i'm gonna burn my mouth. hope the jap girls don't get bored halfway! happy Vday!

p/s i'm still missing bee and saipee
p/s(again) not bad sia my jap buddies are the "on" kind
p/s(last one) there goes my Vday... hahhahaa please tell me if you wanna be my namja chingu! hahahahhaahaha XD ok i shall stay loyal to hae and bee!

2009-02-13T01:24:00.002+08:00

if i ask you out at the very last minute, will you come? let me answer that for you. THE ANSWER IS NO. helped you out.. buy you things... treat you as a very good friend.. and yes, all i get is a ******* treatment. look you fornicating baboon, you have 10 fingers and a mouth to get the message across, so just bloody do it! friends are those who will be there for you till the last minute..... YA RIGHT. i guess maybe only tards, my (dearest)vicky and sha would do that.. still want me to trust people? i beg to differ. let me use all of my dutch courage to say this to you. I AM NOT YOUR EFFING PUPPET! not now, never.

oh i'm gonna spend my Vday with lydia.. oh my vicky/tards, i was suppose to spend my vday with you guys.. next time. i miss bee saipee T_T those 2 busy people...busy bee...actually there's someone who i wanna meet on Vday... BUT ITS IMPOSSIBLE T_T its been 2 years... i guess i won;t ever get my chance to say anything already.. when A level results are out, that determines my happiness(alright, oh i'm just kidding) for the rest of my life..... HAHHAHA ok not that serious.. Vday will not be my day, i won't be eating chocolates due to mr.ulcer lee, ulcer lee minho. hahhahahha and my pimps(i mean pimples XD)

and regarding the forum.... ok even if it closes down, I'LL STILL LOVE TARDS =D

2009-02-11T03:33:00.003+08:00

LALALALLALALA i have internet in my room again. i shall not curse n swear at mio for the moment.

anyway....... TARDS(those who are free unlike the bee)! haeya and i have decided that we shall have our own family songs(collabs)! hahahahha coz i think it is quite clear that we sing better than some.. hahahhahaha so we should put thhe world to peace! lets stop car screeches! lets........ heal the world.... make it a better place(long time since i put my hear in for this song)....for you and for me and the entire human race... hahahahhaha there are, people dying! so we must heal the world... make it a better place..... hahahaha ok i shall stop. maybe i'm on... crack crack crack crack(clap x4)! hahhahhahahaha haeya and i have already tried recording GEE. hers is quite sucessful but, for me, LOL you can't expect me to sing, can you? hahahahhaa

and i changed JS's banner!
damn cool rite. hahhaa

p/s i'm bored to the bone. so bored that i've started playing audition
p/s(again) i feel like hacking saipee's/suhui's pbm acc to change by display name
p/s(last one) i'm gonna so freaking waste my VDAY!! T_T

2009-02-10T02:51:00.001+08:00

sentence of the day:

SUHUI'S HOUSE IS SO FREAKING COOL! i mean the karaoke system XD

next time we shall go to suhui's house instead of top one.. hahaha developers should conduct a study/research at suhui's house to improve KTV standards in singapore! hahahhahaha

MY THAI PRINCE

2009-02-08T02:21:00.004+08:00

went to sentosa..went coz vicky asked me to.. with the same bunch of people..HAHHAHAHAH. the video explains.....(oh gosh the video is horizontal when i filmed it vertical..please try to tilt and compromise. its possible with a tablet pc!)

in case you were wondering why there was a sudden burst of korean words, there was this korean couple behind us and we decided to have some fun....hahahahhahahhaha and vicky got caught by her class for going around with us.

MY THAI PRINCE. omo i totally love khunyeong couple! and of coz, my taec, my johnny bravo! hahahahhahahaha

p/s i'm still waiting for BOF ep 11 to be aired.. oh my hyunjoong.......
p/s(again) i'm sorry for fangirling. BUT I JUST NEED TOO!! OHMYKHUN!!
p/s(last one) YAY BEE IS COMING BACK!! I WANNA GO TOP ONE!!

2009-02-06T03:26:00.004+08:00

i'm lazy to post. but i still shall.

went to sit in for the budget debate in Parliament today. was boring at the beginning but interesting towards the end. there, you can find MPs sleeping, old MPs, MPs with mini tablets with wireless internet access, and MPs who really like to laugh and talk. hahahha. PM Lee and SM Goh was present too, along with government representatives. and, Mr Thaman spoke for 1 and a half hours... he had water to drink but we did not. T_T watching him drink made me quench like nobody's business.

i was also suppose to hack into suhui's blog and "help her update". i knew her password but i just don't have her username. dumb huh? i have decided to offer my services as a "blog updating hacker". what do i do? simple, hack people's accounts and update their blogs for them. if you need my services, do feel free to approach me with you dearest passwords. and to pi, check your blog! i've already updated it. shall do it for bee soon since she is out of town.

i'll be making my way down to the parliment soon, and les might just tag along. parliament is an interesting, but cold place.... as in the temperature.. i must remember to bring a sweater in next time. and i do hope to see chiam see tong in a better condition when i go down.. feel bad seeing him struggling to finish his questions within the time limit, which is obviously not enough.

ok, i shall now end with my sentence of the day: "I'M SO GONNA SIT IN FOR ANOTHER BUDGET DEBATE SESSION AT THE PARLIAMENT! and grab your mac soon XD "

2009-02-03T00:43:00.003+08:00

LOL i shall try to post a sentence to describe my day, instead of a long paragraph of compost XD

as for today. here's mine -

I OWN THE DAY AND I LOVE LAUGHING AT LIFE'S GREATEST FAILURES! KML. whahahahhahahahhahahhaah

p/s i'd rather meet jang geunsuk over suju! whahaha JGS revolution!!
p/s(again) roger said his mass dance partner in JJ is an elephant. whahahha FAIL
p/s(last one) IMMA KING!

2009-01-31T02:40:00.003+08:00

hehehe inhwan and moonbin =D
thanks to my hae, i'm back to loving them again XD

Wonbin is gone.. jandi left jihoo.. and now i've landed up in RP.. damn am i so fated to be together with my hae. its ok, i shall break this fate. run against destiny, GO TO NGEE ANN POLY! LOL or shall i just appeal to get into another rp course? i've got a feeling that rp would be a warm place =D

and, we're going to sentosa tomorrow.. hahhahahaha and i dunno what on earth are we gonna do. it'll be just me, my vicky, my bear and willy!! hahahahha omfg.. i'm looking forward to tomorrow =D

i'm smilling today.. whahahahhaha i want my episode 8 of BOF!!! i'm so addicted to it, THANKS TO LESDEN! LOL

p/s i miss bee T_T
p/s (again) someone didn't talk to me today TT_TT
p/s(last one) i have a big big secret.. i wanna tell somebody but that person isn't appearing........

2009-01-25T02:05:00.002+08:00

LOLOLOLOLOL i know i'm slow but,

TOP saying "shit!" is totally LOLOLOLOLOLOL! reminds me of the coffee bang one XD he should say it more often to make me laugh!!

2009-01-19T02:10:00.002+08:00

LOL i helped to clean the house today. and i finally got my lappie labeled! WOOHOO!

and, i'm gonna try to dismantle my Minho now to search for my spectacle screw which rolled into minho. what the fish.. screw it!

2009-01-17T13:46:00.004+08:00

LOL i'm using macs again. lesden look! my whole wall is bling bling! LOL no i'm just kidding. thats the power of a mac. grab yours now!
i'm bored now.. but the show i'm watching is totally awesome! too bad i cant continue it... going for yingxin meeting now.. toodles~

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ok i'm back.... WITH MY HWATU(GOSTOP) CARDS!!!! WOOHOO.. and my crads are freaking cute. still got seven dwarfs and FIFA world cup card. whahhahahahhah

2009-01-16T05:47:00.000+08:00

what a day. woke up during the wee hours of dawn(ok i mean 9am) just to find chip kissing piglet above my head:

and why on mars did i get my corpse rolling out of my nest? WILLY. for some reason, he asked us out to vivo. we were just suppose to pick a present for mr wong samson and we ended up at the movies. MDM SHABIRA BANU AND HER GREAT IDEA TO WATCH ONG BAK 2. sick show! gross show! i swear if you're not a fan of violence, DO NOT EVER WATCH THIS SHOW. i have just cleansed myself(literally) and there we were watching such a violent film. no difference from a horror movie. vicky and i spent our time keeping out eyes in the gloom of darkness. we shall never watch something like that again. worst than the omen. I KNEW WE SHOULD HAVE STAYED AWAY FROM NC16s AND STICK TO WATCHING PONYO AGAIN! ok but, YAY! i finally had subway after ages -the last time i had a bite of it was at suhui's- woohoo! meatball sandwiches can taste good too! XD oh yes, i still owe sha moolas. too, i visit the library.WOW so unlike me. sha and her books..

anyway, its already thursday/friday, which means i had better submit my posting application soon. shall still apply for FSV through jpsae but i hope my original plan works. I'M SO GOING TO CHINESE MEDIA AND COMMUNICATIONS!(parody of swensens advertistment). well, the problem was with filling up all 12 choices.. to make things easier, i decided to write all of them down on my mirror. switched and replaced and switched and replaced courses over and over again. and i'm still laughing at the fact that i'm able to apply for psychology studies at TP when the COP is 9. woohoo so i shall just give it a shot. hoppe my final decision is wise enough to get me through!!

here are some random photos i found in my camera:

last photo of 2008:our dearest birthday girl!
hahaha what a gay hankie. suhui gave it to me! =D
what a perfect way to selca. hang your camera on the hook!
selca again.. i'm angmoh yo!
and angmoh peacock. cool huh, albino peacock.
thats the end.. i'm all drained out from typing stupid stuff for my JPSAE entry.. so much for getting into FSV -_- look at the time. i shall hug my nest to lala land now.

2009-01-14T23:48:00.003+08:00

150th post. haeya, i'm so sorry i won't be visiting you tomorrow T_T.. i shall soon =D i feel like going to top one again. well, you can say, its tard family's playground! hahahhaha. and i too miss spongie bob monopoly! i shall go to suhui's house soon..

anyway, i was watching "Jean Michel Cousteau: Ocean Adventure" just a moment ago.. nice show! perfect photography!and i'm now watching 1박2일. LOL seungki ah.... hahhahaha reminds me of last week's episode where jiwon was like " i'm JI-ONE!" hahahhaha joke XD LOL speaking of joke, i just listened to a joke! i mean a literal joke. LOL seriously, LOL!

and i learnt somethingg new from hodong. "would you please 꺼쳐줄에?" hahahhaha. hope i didn't get it wrong. I LOVE PROF JUN! hahahhahahha and i saw saw a coment that was meant for my post on monday. TING JIE! thanks for u encouragement =D again, like wad i told TF, i emo a while ok le.. i'm still emo-ing now..... BECAUSE I LOST A LOT OF MONEY WHILE PLAYING GO STOP!! omfg.. but i finally broke the spell today and i busted a player and finally reached 300 bucks. i have finally learnt my lesson and decided to keep what ever amount i have instead of trying to make more out of it. TARD FAMILY SHALL PROSPER!! drink more milk this year and it shall happen. ITS THE YEAR OF THE COW! HUAT AR!! =D

2009-01-14T03:11:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhhhh these two hoodies are totally awesome! how i wish i own T.O.P's.. its reversable. totally cool! and the orange one is freak cute. i want the vest version of these two! thats to ensure that i can wear them in our sunny island..gosh my banc hoodie's hanging in my cupboard, practically untouched.. i should have just brought him to angmoh land with me! well, who on earth would ever come across the fact that summer in aussie can be cold?!

and i have decided, i shall either go to republic poly or temasek. maybe i'm just not suited for kcc XD HAEYA! i shall join you and so we can be together!! hahahaha and i'm gonna go to rp this thursday for dunno wad thing with lesden. SHALL GO MEET MY HAEYA! hahaha yay finally get to see my hae =D

2009-01-12T18:25:00.002+08:00

i knew it was bad. i was optimistic. until someone came home and started to blame everything on my korean obsession. it freaking does not mean that my brother's english is good means mine has to be good. do you think this is what i want? till the end, everyone just loves to compare. my results are like that, SO WHAT? i still can pave my future out of it. so what if i can't get into my choice course? does not mean i can't appeal, or i don't have another way i can go. do you always have to make a strong baby cry??

2009-01-11T23:57:00.003+08:00

i'm on my bed. that hyukjae pillow's in front of me, facing me. it says "sleep now!!!". BUT I WON'T.

whatever, i'm getting my reuslts tomorrow. i'm not nervous, only for the fact that i can't seem to find my school skirt. WAY TO GO EDNA CHNG. and i have totally bad news. I GOT BUSTED 5 TIMES TODAY!!! gosh how bad can that be.. what a horrible day(which started at 7pm) for me. results are out at 2pm tomorrow. hottest time of the day, and i'd better get 10 점 만점에 10 점.

one more thing. FRIENDS, FAMILY AND FELLOW MARTIANS! LIAN HE ZAO BAO STUDENT REPORTERS WILL BR RECRUITING NEWBIES THIS SEASON! DO YOU LOVE TO WRITE INTERESTING NEWS ARTICLES? PHOTOJOURNALISM? OR MAYBE JUST DRAW COMIC STRIPS? IF YOU DO, WE WARMLY WELCOME YOU TO BE PART OF US! APPLICATION FORMS WILL BE OUT ON ZAOBAO'S "NOW"/COMMA(haha if i'm not wrong). DO LOOK OUT FOR IT! chan sai pee, i strongly enourage you to join since u like photog! hahahahhahahahahah

p/s happy belated birthday brian! my dear angmoh man hahaha
p/s again. omg bee slept with anu shanti XD
p/s(last one) minki better get our stuff back from korea!!

2009-01-11T04:24:00.000+08:00

I HATE BEING ABANDONED!

2009-01-07T02:56:00.004+08:00

i know i'm a little slow but... OH GOSH I LOVE MINI BIG BANG!!

awwwwww soooooooooooooo cuuuuuuuuuuuutttttttttteeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they totally remind me of mini TVXQ..awwwwwww......actually, i wanna see mini suju too! ok i know its more or less mission impossible, but maybe at least mini supy? or mini suju-t? hahahha..i also wanna see mini WG and mini double s..... AND OBVIOUSLY A MINI FT ISLAND!!awwwwwwww... i shall not include shinee coz my dearest taem is mini enough! hhhahaha and i do not wanna see little children in skinnies ><

oh yes... i went to watch.....PONYO PONYO PONYO YIKINAMAKO(wrong lyrics i guess XD)! OMFG IT WAS SO CUTE!! especially ponyo. SHA LAH! go pull us to watch a G rated movie when even vicky's officially NC 16 standard. whahahahaa but anyhow, they movie is so cute and sweet!! hahahaha what a japanese day today.. japanese movie, japanese 200 yen shop, and japanese supermarket! everything in my bag is of a japanese brand.. hais except that i had a double cheese burger today. WOOHOO! last time i ate it was during camp XD oh gosh.. reminded of my UFO... why do they have to put it on sale for such a high price here?! ahhhhh i should have bought tonnes when i was in nihhongo........ TT____TT UFO's and other super superb cup noodles there are freak cheap! even red bean pancakes and ice cream comes the best from japan! T__T i miss japan... mummy, can i go back, please? please please please T____T i totally miss everything in japan! in fact, i wanna go to japan more than i want to go visit korea!!! T___T

2009-01-06T02:16:00.003+08:00

AH I BURNT MY MOUTH T_T

and OMFG suju boys are only gonna appear again in march with their 3rd album... are you really gonna make me wait that long?! i'm gonna flare!!! the album better be good or i'll kick ur butts and make u fly to outer space!!

*sings mirotic* "i'm rotting my days away.."(instead of " i'm breakin my rules again..")

and yes! i busted 4 players in a row yesterday while playing gostop. HOOHOO!!

2008-12-31T02:32:00.003+08:00

lets take a recap........
ok great.. i'm seriously lazy and its already dawn.. many things have happened. what was something that made me have a sense of accomplishment? yes! i've completed my O's and i gave all my earnings from Junior Sovereign to mom.. so happy =D
and something great that has made me feel the love.. TARD FAMILY!! and well, GO STOP! hahhahahhaa the year of 2008 has been a fruitful year(or maybe not).... just the blink of an eye, puff! its gone and its gonna be 2009 tomorrow. new beginnings, new chapters of my life. new year resolutions? nah, not now.. my only wish now is to complete something very important....... AND GO TO SLEEP! i might be back to post later... well, thats if ms kim jooyeon lands on time to celebrate VICKY'S BIRTHDAY, and i might just spend my last second of this year, and the first second of 2009 with her.. depends ya.. VICKY DEAR HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! VICKY FTW!!

2008-12-30T01:29:00.002+08:00

hahaha i realise that my mom's chao ta pizza is utterly superb! especially when i was winning money while playing "GO STOP"! hahhaa i gues i spent my whole day(starting from 3pm) playing, paying and receiving money. and who are my cash cows? YES, THATS THE BEE AD CHAN SAIPEE! hahahaha won lots of moolas from them. maybe around 200+ from saipee and 500+ from my bee? hahahhaha but where is my hae, sot sot and laoren?! i have yet to get my hands on their moolas yet. whahahaha and its also eugene's birthday(although its already 2am[hahha the joke])!! that guy, just poowned him in dai di yesterday. woohoo i love to poown people in games! GLHF people! hahahhaha

oh yes, gayo daejun.. gosh wasn't able to catch it on air.. ok maybe it was only the bee and i who could not tune in. as a result, GO STOP! hahaha we took turns to versus each other. well true enough, the bee and saipee decided to ignore me coz i won stacks of moolas from them. hahahhahah I LOVE GO STOP! but i lose money when i versus other beings T_T sad fact but it happens to the bee also. lets cry together, shall we? T___________T lets hug each other and cry(oh no the bee is too small to be huggable XD)......... well, thats all for go stop today. i shall sleep early.... and continue tomorrow! whahahahaha

for now, let me share a piece. most men die earlier than women, reason being, they do not want to let out their feelings. they do not share, nor cry. for some extreme cases, only violence is the last resort. letting your emotions roll out is just like letting the pressure out of a pressure coooker. what i want to say is, keeping things inside of you does not really seem to help. instead, it accumulates over time and problems may start to arise. its ok to let emotions out, and for some people, they might feel that you have given them your trust since you have chosen to share your feelings with them. these are the people who would be there for you when you need a good listener. trust people, will you?

you said it..

2008-12-29T03:11:00.003+08:00

hacking to each other's blog to post is ok~ xD
HERE I COME AGAIN!
the content for today's post is..
YOUR PRESENT:
ok hope you like it
xD

(sorry the pics were taken with handphone so quite lq/mq)

bonus pics (2):

your haeya!

AND US!
(observe where our hands were positioned.)

kkeut.
xD

2008-12-29T01:56:00.001+08:00

i need to make a public announcement. I EDNA CHNG XIN YU PUBLICLY DECLARE THAT I DEPLORE MISS QUE. YOU HAVE FUGLY NAILS AND AN INABILITY TO LOOK CUTE. YOU ARE IRRESPONSIBLE AND DO NOT KNOW HOW TO SET PRIORITIES. PLEASE REFRAIN FROM USING THE ABILITY TO DITTO WORKS FROM OTHERS. BALEH KAMPONG AND REFLECT!

2008-12-28T23:24:00.008+08:00

firstly.....

gosh what a cute mp3 player! if you are not a person who loves gadgets and cute stuff, may you can give this a miss. but what an expensive gizmo is this! 400 bucks for a rolling mp3.. hahaha

LOL ok i really wanna say something to my sot sot after yesterday: SOT AR! hahahaha go and kai1 tuo4 you knowledge of chinese songs!! hahahahaha i shall challange you to another round of 歌曲接龍 and we might just include the rest of TF! hahahaha"

hahahha i'm suffering from the impact of the fact that TXYs love 歌曲接龍 >.< suhui's blog . actually there was no particular reason why we had to go to suhui's house. basis of it was that the bee wanted to give me my birthday present(hahahahahhahah), aka this pillow:it features hyukjae(T_T should have gotten taem,minh of top up too XD) and TF. hahahaahhaha i sure have gotta comment on that person's face.. ah yo so black n LQ!! actually, suhui and i have concluded that its green(and not black) after long hours of examination. AND i look retarded. that was a photo of me taken on my birthday. so much for being an unglam birthday girl. whahahahha (p/s boonchee scares the shit out of me at night! whahahaha XD) despite all those unpleasant(LOLBBQ!!) facts, i still wanna thank you guys for putting in the effort( to photoshop the pics, hor bee? haha)and moolas for the pillow. wahahhaha TF AR! DO YOU GUYS FEEL LIKE YOUR FACE IS GETTING SQUASH? let me tell you why, coz i'm sleeping on your faces(in cluding mine T_T)! whahahhahahahh

ok back to today. went for family outing(woohoo!). rode bicycle again.. but this time was all the way from road safety park, to changi sea sports centre, and back. oh gosh, my but was suffering from unutterable paroxysm. if you're a guy, you would have gotten double the pain. same goes if you have a big butt. anyway, this time, big uncle(?)'s family was able to make it. that means fabian and kenneth came riding down the lane with us. hahahhahaha wonder if fabian's recovering from his blummer, coz i finally see him smile after i dunno how many fornicating ages! hope he's better now. but here's a word for him: hahhahaa the main point of playing cheat, IS TO CHEAT! we can't continue to remain honest for the rest of our lives! can we? XD whahahahaa

oh yes, and i suddenly thought of suhui and her prayer session today. i received an sms from her today saying "i am still feeling so scammed". hhhahahaha that's coz her ah ma told her that they were just gonna pray, and not hear a monk chant. just as i came online this evening, she told me that she imagined the monk as jaejoong, who was chanting "the way you are"! hahahhhaaa omg burst out laughing. that was her relieve for the session, helped her to get it over quickly! well, if you don't understand my utterings, here's the video:

p/s. i still did't get to eat chicken rice..
p/s again. jooyeon ar.. please tell me your arrival time! or i'll keel you!
p/s(last one) i suddenly remember, i owe suhui money!! hahahhahaha

2008-12-27T01:38:00.007+08:00

i'm getting turned off while waiting for my hair to dry. since so, i shall celebrate the bithday of KELVIN!!he's a xmas present from yanhao. it says "baby's first christmas" on his belly, but this year, it's already his 3rd christmas! =D happy birthday kelvin!! birth place: Tangs Orchard

LOL next would be my longest living babies. they've been around since i was primary 2. they haven't got a name since then. well, since they're mother and son, i shall name them KEY AND TAEMIN!! HAHAHA they're both born on 17 nov 2000, my first millenium year! they're both from dad who got them from gold coast during his aussie swimming meet.
presenting to you.... AJ!! ok he's suppose to be in a darker shade of pink but my cell's camera sucks. anyway, AJ's born on 20 july 2006, 3 and a half years old now! cousin of kenny(aka roller)!! he was bought over by yanhao in search of kelly(kenny's sis)! birth place: UNKNOWN

hahahaa ok here comes the HYUK brothers. on the left is hyukjae and on the right is hyukjun. hyukjae's born on 23 nov 2006(2 years old) and hyukjun's born on 25 june 2007(1 and a half years old). hyukjun's from homing!they're the only two korean animals i have in my zoo although they came from melbourne XD
ok next up. WUGUI! aka nicholas. nick shares the same birthday as me, except he was born in 2006. he's 14 years younger then me. still my all time fav, birthday present from yanhao again! whahahahhahaa. birth place: IMM
ok here's kenny. he was born on valentines day while his sister kelly ended up at jiamin's. she was a gift from me for valentines day. i decided to keep kenny coz he's just too cute! ken's 4 years old this year. birth place: great world city

hahaha lol ok here's kevin. star of my town coz i bought it for myslef for valentines day last year. well, blame it on the fornicating fact that nobody sent me any presents on that very day. even if that person was smack right in front of my face. well, at least kevin has been living a lavish life since i got him off the shelves. kevin's almost 2 years old now! birth place: tiong bahru plaza

ok i sound insanely retarded. why would someone like me give names to my just-as-usual soft toys and celebrate their birthdays? well, beats me too. maybe i wanna open a zoo so much? or maybe a farm? or maybe its because of the fact that i can't raise animals at home? or maybe, just maybe, i don't have anyone to share my love with.. do i?

2008-12-26T22:33:00.006+08:00

something's wrong with me......

HAHAHAHAHAA TO THE BEE: I WARMLY WELCOME YOU TO HACK MY MY BLOG TO GIVE IT SOME COLOR. DON'T YOU THINK ITS COOL TO BLOG ON OTHER'S BLOG?HAHAHAHHA

anyway, i went blog hopping today for fun and i found this...

LOL i swear this is the best blog banner i've ever seen. WAY TO GO OCS!!

HAPPY BOXING DAY PEOPLE! but lets observe a minute of silence for those who died during the tsunami 4 years ago(D.I.Y)..

2008-12-26T02:22:00.008+08:00

那副笑容.．那双温暖柔和的手.．但,它根本就不属于我.．难道，我爱上了不该爱的人吗？

lol the bee hacked my blog. and i'm finally back to civilization. not a really good thing though. it was real peaceful and quiet while i was away in ulu land. only the frogs and flies could disturb me. neither was there internet access, nor time to make use of technology. one word to describe it: supercalefragilisticexplealedoucious! hahahha good job, gong wei-s! and also to all campers who made icamp 08 a success. thanks guys! esp 38 club. muahahhahahahaha they had brought out the fun of gossiping! hahahhaa but this time, its was only focused on a certain group of people.. hahhahaha 38 club圆满成功! haha. oh oh yes, the name of mayflower's(my group) ship for the games was "淑惠＂! hahahahhaha

after camp broke yesterday, i bunked into 报管 for a bit, just to find myself in for a mini feast. had sushi, sun kueh, beehoon, pizza, chee cheong fun, etc etc.. was suppose to make my way home after that but i decided to take a rest there, which means i had no time to go home. just to avoid the jams on the road, i went directly to heeren to check out suhui and my hae, and yes, i was in a sloppy outfit: changjo tee, boardies and a pair of flip flops. AND my out-of-the-world heavy weighted turtle packpack. with that, i went to feast on ramen at waraku.. this time, i had shoyu ramen. mamamia it tasted real good, except, it can't be compared to those at tampopo! (that reminds me of yanhao and cphy in hokkaido T_T ) then we met the rest of TF and made our way down to expo for chc xmas eve service blah blah blah...(lazy to continue) i'm not a christian tho.

sleeping at tanah merah mrt station while waiting for laoren

suhui's face so joke ><
and what a short xmas day i had. my day was only cut into half, which means i woke up at 4pm, AGAIN. it was a real merry xmas as i had a freak good time sleeping and dreaming! lester's house was the only plan of the day.. wooohooo! i love xmas food! tho there was curry and sushi which did not seem too xmas XD and i had raisin rice(woohoo!) and lamb+beef steak!(dunno what you call that, but, woohoo!) gosh i sure should have eaten more.. then we played daidi(which again is not xmas at all). what rotten luck nigel had. kept loosing and i had(u can say) always the best deck of cards. poor nigel.

p/s. CPHY THANKS FOR THE UFO! U ROCK FOR ONCE! XD LOLOLOLOLOLOL
p/s again, omg the bee gave me a peck on my cheek yesterday! XD
p/s again, nicholas and nigel does speak alike!
p/s (last one) I WANT CHICKEN RICE!!

oh no i'm becoming like the bee.. hahahahhahaha

ONE MORE THING
want more of this, please visit failblog.org!
get a great laugh at life's greatest failures! wahahhahahaa

bzz bzz bzz bzz honey bee honey bee

2008-12-25T02:59:00.004+08:00

it turned out that im posting on other ppl's blog instead of mine LOL
anw, MERRY CHRISTMAS!
and welcome back to civilisation.
i think when u read this u alr had enough sleep.
u will be receiving ur present when i next see u!

p/s: im typing this with undried painted nails.
p/s again: my nails are all black now!
p/s (last one): LOVE YOU!
p/s (really last one): i will not hack into ur acc to blog unnecessarily again xD (same as the other tards)

signaltohbeesuan(gf)

BEE IS HEREEE

2008-12-22T03:29:00.002+08:00

MAKNAE THE FONT BIG ENOUGH???
LOL
this time round my turn to hack.
i think i received a signal that you sent to hack into ur acc.
[altho this post will not have minh or top]
anw i only succeeded after 4 tries!
(coz i forgot the passw you gave long time ago. LOL)

EH we still have one photo that we both took tgt de loh!

(on ur bday de)

and i found this too:

LOL

i know you are still in camp~

JEALOUS MAH?
LOL
this are the donuts in the donut box me hae and laoren brought up to noraebang WHICH we already ate before you opened it.
i know you were disappointed at that time when you opened the empty box. (i received ur signal! HAHA)

we shall have a good meal when you come back~ :D
in the mean while, thank you thank you endless times for ur blessings & present
and enjoy ur camp! HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAhahahah (fades off)

love, BEEEEEEE :D

2008-12-20T02:24:00.003+08:00

my description of tard family members:
laoren: High Quality
chan sai pee: half moon
HAE ya: Loves is..
SOT omma: but you
My BEE: Christmas Tree
me: satalite

explanations are cheesy so i decided not to post them up XD anyway, woohoo! i've got my 70 bucks when i didn't really do anything today..and i had free fried rice for lunch! yong chow chao fun FTW!! recently, i've been getting nerve impulses from my heart instead of my brain. i have been thinking about people and things with my heart instead of my mind. issit good for your heart to react so much? oh well.. i've got this really strong and weird motivation to do something. and i would really appreciate if they looked into the nut itself and not its shell. i would like to open up, but to who? ok sorry if i'm random but, i feel like haking into my bee's blog and post something! hahah ok i shall. we can! coz, I'M YOUR MAN, I"M YOUR MAN 그레요! hae ya, i tumbled the lyrics around when i last sang it XD tthis is the correct one.. and their dance is freak funny! 안돼 CASH! 내 마음이 너무 힘들어요...제발 그만...

oh yes i must remember to do these things:
1)CALL JOOYEON AND ASK HER TO HELP ME BUY STUFF AND CONFIRM HER FLIGHT DETAILS!
2)CLEAR RUBBISH!
3) CONTINUE XIAO HUA FROM EP 11!
4)WATCH FTI BRAIN BATTLE
5) BUY SUPER STICKY BLUE TAG!
6) PACK BAG FOR INTERNAL CAMP!

oh oh oh! and i'm re-living my 潘帥 days again! awwwww =D
and junki... hahhahaha beautiful girl! XD

2008-12-19T01:40:00.005+08:00

ah yo wad are u guys doing?!

2008 EDNA C H N G SHOE COMPETITION

Contestant 1: chan sai pee(sipei)Contestant 2: Toh Bee Suu aan(BEE)

Contestant 3: Ang zee hoo eye(zihui XD)

WOOHOO my honey has sent me the (link for the)photos we took yesterday. and chan sai pee secretly changed her blog URL. i received an sms from my sot mom this morning telling me that she is off to m'sia. woke me up from my sleep XD anyway, i slept till 4 or 5 plus, yet again. and tomorrow, brother damien is hiring me as his data logger for 10 bucks an hour for 7 hours. WOW! but its only for tomorrow TT_TT he's receiving such a high pay for a shoot. no wonder can spare me 70 bucks XD he say 5 bucks an hour too little so 10 bucks would be fine. won't my brother make a nice employer? hahahahhaha

pardon my kids central tee XD

2008-12-18T02:49:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYDIA DEAR!! THE WHOLE OF TUBU IS YOUR'S FOR TODAY. RETURN HALF OF HIM TO ME TOMORROW!! PWAHAHAHA XD
and i got rewarded for wishing her first.cool eh? hahahah

I'M YOUR MAN!(to the person who calls me honey and my HAE) andwae cash baby! hahaa thats tard family's randomness. not like some stupid asses. hahahahahha my haeya you know what am i talking about yo! you can spread our "love" to the other tards so we'll deplore these people together.. wahhahaha tard united as we stand! so HAE and i came up with a conclusion: 1 bunch of jokers! hahaha tards, do you guys like STONE? whahhahaha or maybe just any other korean guy which you would like to call oppa? oppa? oppa? oppa! oppa! LOL what a joke. anyway, LESDEN IS ON THE VERDGE OF GOING MAD OVER SHINEE! omg what have i just done? he like shinee more than i do now.. okk that means he is almost extreme XD HE'S A FAN BOY! les ar les.... you could have chosen FTi and we can "fan girl" over MHJJ together! oh my minh. les!! like FTi larh! he told me FTi cant be put to comparison with shinee... LES!!

oh ya.. went to K with TF today... hahahaha and i imitated the cheena. and we sang dumb old koreans songs again.. and we sang old macdonald had a farm! and jingle bell, jingle bell rock, silent night, over the rainbow etc.. whahahahaha SUHUI AND I WERE A JOKE! hhhaha and we got this pens.. super cute la.. mine's a pink one which had a pom pom girl XD not my style but i love it! and we received this invitation card from HAE to be part of the audience for her church's play. sooo nice la! got my eunhae couple on it! hahahah bu kui shi from my HAE. hahaha i shall go kiss my pillow and slip in to build castles coz "OPPA ASK ME TO GO AND SLEEP". what a joke. jokers! conclusion: I LOVE MY HAE AND GIRLFRIEND! AND SOT SOT OMMA AND LQ AND CHAN SAI PEEEE!! HAHAHHAHAHAH XD xiaotard is siao. XIAO=SIAO

ok, i admit i was turned off.

2008-12-15T20:19:00.003+08:00

GGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR i'm freak pissed! nobody knows that i am, BUT I AM! basically, i didn't get in touch with civilasation except for a "bunch of retarded people"(hahahah). and today's the day i finally got into the theatres after i do not know how many fornicating months. anyway, WAT A "GREAT" movie, and what "GREAT" seat did we manage to get. haha but surprisingly, roger did not really make any noise during the show, compared to when we went to watch kallang roar.(and he was late again).

grrrr i've got so many shows to watch but i'm just fornicating lazy to continue watching them.. fan girling is tiring.. and its a sick fact that your favourite group isn't doing anything at the moment and we've gotta wait till next year. anyway, i've just turned lesden into s SHINee fan boy.. is that good? i doubt so.. he's so shinee now! and its hard explaining to him how the k-pop industry roughly works. and just because shinee sang "miracle" once, he thought its their song.. GOD NO! IT BELONGS TO SUJU! its so not shinee's style.. i like shinee coz of their unique contempo style.. gosh whatever.. today's hyuksu's junsu's day. yesterday was tubu day and the day after would be jaejin day. i guess i would not bother to blog so, happy birthday boys! ok maybe guys, coz junsu is uncle le.....

2008-12-11T03:34:00.003+08:00

OMG did korean primadonnas just did this for hongki?!

rich man... you should just take a look at what they've got for FTI.

2008-12-10T14:16:00.001+08:00

THIS IS THE ULTIMATE REASON WHY I'M GONNA CONTINUE WATCHING IDOL ARMY.

2008-12-08T23:50:00.002+08:00

TOH BEESUAN! SEE WHAT YOU HAVE JUST DONE TO ME! NOW I'M MINHWAN SIAO AGAIN!

2008-12-07T21:39:00.007+08:00

watch and listen closely to these before reading the post.

wa lao eh i listen and laugh till i felt so freaking energetic even tho i was half asleep before listening to this! OMG people, you guys deserve a good laugh!

I LOVE TARD FAMILY!!(guest starring sipei via video conferencing )

OMG i just went to ho boonchee's blog and i saw gif caps of the shooting of skoolooks CF. OMG LOR KANG DAESUNG!!CHOI SEUNGHYUN!! gosh i watch le laugh until wanna die. wahhahaa i shall let you die too:

oh yes. just last night, there were 10 people sleeping in my house! wahhahaahahahha ITS THE TARDS!(so sad, santard and ertard were not around) so it was boonchee, TOH BEESUAN, and suhui. and we all talked loudly throughout the night.

here comes the problem. there were also 2 japanese boys in my house! wahahaha and we might have interupted their sleep. SUMIMASEN! hahahha ok i know my jap sucks tho i'm the only one in the house who knows the most. i simply asked them what are their names in jap and akira was amused! whahaha he said my jap was veh good. (whahahhahaha hahhahha yeah right)btw, kageyama yuichi and kobayashi akira(ami's also kobayashi!), yup their names. akira was much more out going than yuichi. and yuichi looks like kinoshita masayoshi mark! wahhahah omg no wonder i was amused. akira so funny la. he kept saying daijoku desu(dunno if its correct) to me. I AM NOT JAPANESE I'M KOREAN! wahhaa literally. that makes me wonder, why can't we host koreans?! haha anyway, they're leaving tomorrow. yay at least i've made friends with 2 more japanese. aww i have much more japanese friends than korean friends man.. argh whatever. KOBAYASHI AMI! WHERE IS MY REPLY LETTER?! HALF A YEAR LE LEH! and i'm not sure if keiko and natsumi has received my letter(which i had sent out from angmoh land). and yeah, the two guys are leaving tomorrow, and i'm currently bombarding them with tohoshinki's songs. ok thats all for japs.

TADRS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhahahahhaha i can't believe we played uno almost throughout the night. and we switched to "dai di" and then back to uno. wahhahaha and we went to sleep. and they also enjoyed doodling on my framed posters! wahhahaha now even my double S deja vu poster also has doodles on it XD when we woke up this morning, omg BC looks like some zombie la!(whahah) so seungri lor! and i guess the jap guys must have wondered: where did these girls pop out from??!! wahhahahah and we ate ramyun for breakfast just before picking santard up from the bus stop, and we went to eat "zhi cha"! oh yes, i also fed the boys with ramyun, in curry flavoured soup! whahahaha. then we made cookies in the afternoon till evening, and thats when we started to play uno again. waahhahaha and that sipei. i'm so lazy to explain so i shall just post a picture to tell the whole story. you might be able to find stories of sipei on other tards' blogs so don't expect it here XD

ok that's almost all. and also, i'm freaking pissed. PBM gathering was canceled. why? well, the answer lies within. this just reminds me that i DO NOT LIKE irresponsible people. so happy to have tards around or my day will be ruined. too bad that you guys missed out on out mamamia cookies. that's your loss, don't blame us. for those who do not know anything? don't worry, it's not your fault. we shall make cookies for you guys when we meet =D

2008-12-03T23:20:00.003+08:00

I MISS ANGMOH LAND AND TARD FAMILY!! but not suhui. hahaha asked her out yesterday for no reason.. just wanted to spend my 2 hours break wisely XD AND I LOVE TOH BEE SUAN. and beeeeee's new english name shall be Signal, so her full name is Signal Toh Bee Suan. wahahahahahhaha STBS will continue to be my GF while i wait for the return of my donghae. wahahahhahaha and also, i used white board marker to grafitti on my NII SM Summer town framed poster. wahahahaha so funny larh.. proves that i'm bored. oh gosh tomorrow's MYOB level 3 exam le.......lets hope nothing difficult comes out man..that reminds me, whoever who sees this, please remind me to get The SHINee World for les. gosh xmas present......

hahah and just to make myself happy again, i bought a pair of nike dunk from angmoh land.. it was on sale and was only 66 bucks! omg my dream shoes.. moama bought a pair of running shoes too. that proves thats it was a real good deal or we'll never ever get nike shoes. also, i bought another pair of converse chuck taylors high cut. i swear to heaven and hell that we do not have that design in local outlets. GOD BLESS ME I LOVE THOSE SHOES! ok it was a rash decision but at least i have more shoes to wear now.. i also bought hoodie which looks quite good. that made boy chng call me "96". and i bought a mr.happy tee for only 10 bucks! little miss series was freak cheap but i did't get them since they were girl's cut. argh whatever.

i can't wait for saturday man.. MY SIGNAL IS COMING TO CAMP AT MY HOUSE! WHAHAHA so is sot sot.. not sure if the rest are.. sad, pi can't come.. but there are also 2 jippun(japanese) boys who are coming over to stay till monday! OMG whahahhaha BBQ man shiok liao! oh yes, i also called jooyeon yesterday.. wahhahhaha i said yeoboseyo after she did, and she let out a long "OH!" whaahhahaha great that she can recognise my voice just by saying yeoboseyo.. wahhahahahhaha she said its snowing already... i wanna go korea larh!! and if i wanna go with jooyeon next year, i don't think its possible at all coz our hols will be totally different.. jooyeon ar.. u wanna go poly right? go to ngee ann! hahahaha den we can go on holidays together! LOL

weeeeeeeee gathering is on this sunday.. and i'm gonna bake cookies! thank me guys! i'll jus add chemical X but no poison XD

2008-11-17T09:42:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHHHAHA i'm off to aussie, ANG MOH LAND! hahahahahhaa

2008-11-11T16:11:00.006+08:00

WOOOHOOOOOOOO KEVIN WOOHOOOOOOO. hahahahahah YES o's are finally and officially over!!(tho i considered it the end once my last business paper ended XD) ANYWAY, all those from 6A, did you guys forgot what day issit today? OMG ITS ROY ROY'S BIRTHDAY!!! mr. soh got miss me not??!! hahahahahahahahah and its also hwan's day today! hahahahaha my dear boys, both born on the same day, same month and same year! it wouldd be great if they were born around the same time too.. hahah that makes it 3 things to celebrate for.. that poor boy, stil havta mug for...MCQ?! roy relax la.. hahahah my birthday was worst XD

and, i'm missing my brothers from 6A man.. jason, kenneth, dillon, roy, etc etc..... hahahha but, i'm "finally a free bird!"(quoted from pris), well actually, i wasn't stuck in any cage XD "oh well.."(quoted from les) ok now that they promoted me from hell to heaven, i dunno what am i gonna do.. just havta wait look forward to the land "DOWN UNDER"!!!! OMG AUSSIE HERE I COME!! "baby, in the summer time, thats where i'll be!!!"(quoted from the song: in the summer time)

to the tard family, LETS GO OUT FOR NO REASON AND DO NOTHING!! HAHAHAHHA. i miss SOT SOT!! pris ar, am i still 这个人? hahahaa

Am-I-Dumb.com - Dumb?

2008-11-07T04:18:00.000+08:00

AND I STILL CANT GET OVER AND BE DONE WITH KEVIN. kevin u evil byatch, u just bewitched me!

anyway, i shall quote this from someone which i saw on some forum(not gonna name it): "lee an is damn shuai de la!". OMG I THINK ZIHUI AND PRIS ARE GONNA FAINT AFTER READING THIS. or maybe throw bananas and rotten tomatoes? i've already done it! ZOMGWTFBBQ

2008-11-06T02:34:00.003+08:00

OMG THIS FEW DAYS.. i did the craziest things in my life! well, i mean who wouldn't? hahaha i'm pretty lazy to complete the picture and tell the whole story, BUT I REALLY LOVE KEVIN! seriously, i think he can recognise pris's and my "KEVIN" fan boards. OMG LOR he waved to me so many times yesterday. how am i sure? firstly, i was the only one standing up high on some barricade and i was the only one around(besides pris who was dunno where) who was holding onto a "Kevin" board, and my words were big, with a white board as the backing(no one else had a white board). that made it too obvious to spot. plus, i did several hand sign, for eg. peace or heart, and he replied with the same thing. as for pris, when the bus was about to leave, she sorta chased the bus a little and kevin notticed her board. wahahaha i guess we left him with a deep impression of us and our boards. today when he saw me, he seemed very happy to see the board once again. when they went into the premium check in counter(for first class seh~), i was standing-you can say right in front of him- and was holding onto that huge board. i didn't even had to call his name or scream, and he turned around to me and gave me a big smile, with many many waves.. hahah i even had a fancam to prove that he was looking right at me! when they were done with checking in, kevin saw my board again. he waved again! and i did hand signals again and he did it back! OMG EDNA CHNG, YOU ARE ONE LUCKY GIRL. i'm not sure bout pris "NOONA"'s story as we got seperated while trying to get through the crowd, but he saw her too! waved to her too! all thanks to beesuan who told her kevin was waving to her! hahaha. and most importantly, a board that all stars should recognise....and that is.......BEES'S "ANNYEONG" BOARD!! woohooo wahahaha her board was so international. can be used for anything!

Kevin ar.. see la, for you, i post such a long winded entry.wahhahaha come back to singapore soon! our boards will be waiting for you!! i just love the 91 line. first was jaejin, then key omma, and now kevin!! <33

2008-11-04T02:50:00.003+08:00

OOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGG. can you believe it? i actually went to the airport to see my dearest k-pop idols! ok i know that i'm totally not in the correct state of mind to talk about this now but, OMG NICKHUN SMILED AT LYDIA AND I!! AND ANDY SAW ME!! omg omg.. lucky i was the only Andy fan standing there with the fan board. and nickhun.. omg.. kevin's soooooooo cute also la! totally understand why pris is sot about him. but sadly, i wasn't able to catch a glimpse of hyunjoon. my der magnae ar.. maybe he was the hoodie guy? hahhaa i spent dunno how long replaying my fancam and trying to tell who is who. AND AND AND, my fancam is super HQ one la! plus very little screams and the best stability!! this is the best fancam that i've ever taken-tho i've only had 2 chances to take it XD - and is one that i'll always keep. OMG I'M SOT ALREADY. lesden hoe, now you know why i told you i had to retain my energy XD OH MY ANDY AND NICKHUN!

*can this be considered as a fan account? hahahahhaah XD

WOOOOOHOOOO TOMORROW IS K-POP NIGHT! SO FREAKING EXCITED LARH!!

2008-11-01T03:09:00.003+08:00

negative or positive? well i'm growing deeper and deeper into it before i can even realise.. will it happen? will it come true? or will it just take a turn against me? god knows how i feel. getting it off my chest is one thing, while hoping it happens is another. my efforts, my pain. will anyone understand? why am i changing? i should stay the way i am, shouldn't i? will it turn out the way it seems? or is it gonna make me regret since i did not allow it to happen earlier? that makes me realise, being 16 is not that sweet after all.. what a painful year, what a dreadful walk of life. Key, or "키" means height. doesn't that give an explanation for the mystery behind my love for kim "key" bum?

2008-10-27T18:57:00.002+08:00

I FEEL GOOD! finally got it out of me. WOOHOO~ ok not exactly, but a big portion. YAHOO~EDNA CHNG YOU GREAT SAINT. 3 more weeks!! WOOHOO aussie!! here i come!! HAPPY DEEPAVALI EVERYONE!~

2008-10-24T15:14:00.004+08:00

math paper 1.... GONE ALREADY.... but i discovered the key to a mystery that i've been craking my brains on all the time since SHINee debuted.. hahahhaaah people, do you guys know why i'm so in love with key, although he's just someone i can view over the internet? that because Key is sooooooooo like *e***n lah!! gosh you can say two of them are so much alike!! firstly, they are naggers. secondly, they're both a litlle gay in actions.. and they arre both not daring!! omg.. hahahah and they're tall..hehehehehehehheehheheeh that explains everything.. now i'm in love with keyy omma more!! rather than saying *e***n is a duplicate of key, i would say key's a replica of *e***n!! hahahaha omg.. its just looks and age difference.. omg.... hahahahahah

2008-10-24T00:55:00.002+08:00

today's geography paper... BUAY GONE LIAO! omg sure can pass sia.. all thanks to the almighty Professor Khoo Kean Thong!! gosh he save my life.. if he didn't go through with us food at the last min, i guess i will never have a chance to pass..MR KHOO!! I LOVE YOU LIKE BBQ!! tomorrow's math.. AALLLLLLL THE BEST TO ME!

2008-10-22T22:52:00.004+08:00

tomorrow is geography paper.. GONE ALREADY.. stupid ryan and lesden lah.. now i keep on saying that.. but really, my o levels, GONE ALREADY.. oh no.. i just feel like marrying a super rich guy and retire for the rest of my life.. don't need qualifications.. no money to spend never mind.. got food to eat, got house to live in, can see suju and shinee, HAPPY ALREADY! waahhaha.. but for now, i'm GONE ALREADY.. if i fail my math and science, GONE ALREADY.. die already.. and i still have business and bio to go.. GONE ALREADY..

but let me tell you a ghost story.. got it from jasden when i went to les house today...................
"when i was in school today, i saw a white cat which did not have a mouth..when i walked closer to take a look at that mysterious creature, guess what it was? HELLO KITTY!!" LOL i really laughed out super loud.. laugh until i felt like dying.. made me cough so much somemore..gosh les and i have super funny brothers..omg... its been like 1 year since i went to les house and stuff did change.. their dinning table super cool.. their wall had 2 colours side by side.. last time saw jasden, he like wanna die like that.. today, omg he was singing and dancing and talking bout lame stuff.. wahhahah.. les ar.. i understand how you feel, coz my bro also like that!!! whahahhahaahah

2008-10-20T02:12:00.001+08:00

TOMORROW = CHEM PAPER = DOOMS DAY.
SUICIDAL NOTE: "JUST SCREW IT AND DO IT" quoted from Valentia's friend. hahahaa

ONEW SANGTAE!!

2008-10-17T00:24:00.003+08:00

LOL we all screwed prac. people, i can't study? beats the shit out of me! i can't wait till o's end! BORING........and LESDEN HOE YEW JUN! stop asking me to become womanly! can't blame me for that extra level of male hormones in me man! hahahha why not lets switch roles? since you're the one who looks more like a girl. whahahha. want me to act like a girl? can! put SHINee/suju/FTI/TVXQ/SS501(not so strong..)/Shinhwa(ANDY!!)/ENERGY!!! in front of me and i'll show you i'm a true pure tammed civilised fan girl. wahahhahaha 라!뭘 해도 온유상태!

xiaotard+xiaoduck couple <3
The reTARDed Family!!!

2008-10-12T02:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRISCILAAAAAAAA~!!!
don't forget to recruit me as a "bi ti" member when i'm done with o's!!

again, i hate those who take whats not their's

2008-10-09T21:46:00.004+08:00

LOL i had an insensitive day in school with a brainless insensitive square face who calls our country's NS men fat, lazy and useless. ?? ok i guess you all, my comrades, would be more than willing to break her bones, no, i mean restructure her face and give her a little brain cells. i guess the fat, lazy and useless men, or rather man she was referring to, is that over sized globule in our little colony of insensitive people. here's my beef: can you even try to imagine them guarding the country? well i can trust the rest to shoulder this responsibility, but definitely not them. ok, forget that.

hahaha zihui, beesuan and boonchee are so sweet to get little key chains for us lah.. and there are also names on it and we were given a "rank" each in accordance to our birthdays. haha in other words, a hierachy chart!! hahahah LOL and here's the entire structure:

BC - 다땃 (da tat)
SI PEI - 二땃 (er tat)
ZIHUI - 산땃 (san tat)
PRIS - 씨땃 (si tat)
BEES - 우땃 (wu tat)
MINE -小땃 (xiao tat)

hahahaha i'm surely the maknae although i don't belong to the 91 line! hahaha

2008-10-06T17:12:00.003+08:00

woohoo. i passed my math mock test and won some flat woman with a head but no contents. anyway, i'm freaking pissed with some people. I HATE THE WAY THEY CLAIM CREDIT BUT ACTUALLY DID NOTHING. I WAS THE STARTER, COME ON!

2008-10-02T01:43:00.003+08:00

I've lost touch with counter strike, but i'm back again! ok i know its a bad thing since i'm gonna sit for my o's soon. gosh it just makes me wanna play more! people please knock sense into me and make me study! LOL. anyway, let me tell you this. "HONG LAO WAI" is such a good name to use while playing CS. OMG it made my killings pile! "cheena man" is currently at 2nd placing while "buy-my-car@hotmail.com" receoved a third ranking. wahahaha i also tried other names like "ngian ah l**k" and "rayner opened his mouth" but response wasn't good. haha. ok back to chionging poa ppl!

2008-09-30T00:16:00.007+08:00

LOL immediate effectiveness. heap a sign of relief.its dad's birthday today, and i made myself fat. oh gosh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY APPA~
and here's a short video i took of a F1 practice session held on Saturday. PLEASE turn your volume up for maximum sound effect. i apologize if you are unable to see any cars going pass, reason being the lights were too bright, most of what i could see was blocked up, and the cars were @#$@%^#&$* FAST. don't be fooled by what you see on the television, coz this is what it really looks and sounds like, in fact, way louder.

p.s. i climbed onto some high corner like a foreign worker so that i could catch the action, but only my eyes captured it, not my phone.

OMG ELFs ARE SCARY!!

2008-09-27T18:50:00.007+08:00

INTERNATIONAL UNGLAMOUROUS FEDERATION!
after seeing zihui's blog appear first on the list, i shall try my luck too! then eunhae's blogs shall be first on the list! Try google-ing International Unglamourous Federation! i haven't tried yahoo, so u can try and tell me XD

anyway, went with boonchee and pris to music garage to learn U chorus(to be exact, its 2nd chorus) dance.. yay that, u can sat is almost the only part of the dance which i'm clear off.. yay.. haha..was also suppose to go eat steamboat with them but i've got dinner at aunt house.. neh mind, next time!and wee i'm gonna catch some F1 action later! woooooo~ its gonna be noisy man!

OMG AND I AM SO IRRITATED WITH SOMEONE IN THE FORUM. SO IRRITATED!! please act before you speak, THANK YOU.

2008-09-24T16:58:00.004+08:00

OMG i just graduated from school today. but we still have to attend school for the next 2 weeks! LOL WAHAHAHA and my unglam photos appeared in the class video. wahahahaa. my efforts did pay off ya? anyway, just wanna share something i heard from samson wong today during bio. he said that during our practical last week, hot water was provided for us to soak our test tubes in, in other words, we did'nt have to boil anything. so he saw this guy who was boiling water and he walked over and said, "there's hot water which u can use. boiling not needed." guess what, the guy replied with hand gestures: "its ok, i prefer to boil it myself." ROLFOMFGWTFBBQ!!

2008-09-20T23:36:00.004+08:00

OMG i'm so in love with LEE JAEJIN!! so in love with him that i've been playing 멋쟁이 vs 예쁜이 (FT vs PRI) at 00:43! coz thats when jaejin starts to sing =D and i guess i've already replayed it at 20-30 times XD his voice is soooooooo addictive la! i can keep going like this and i'll never get bored listening to his voice! so if you happen to see me smilling randomly when i'm having my headphones on, please don't be suprised, you do know the reason =)

also, i figured that, with this new hair, Jaejin will still look as good even if he cuts botak XD and i just love the fact that he's only one year older than me =D

and minhwan, the little "loner" always at the back of the stage. gosh i'm so jealous coz my primary school classmate, my dear royston share the same birthday as him!! same year, same month, and same day! who knows, if i get to reunite with roy roy, i may treat him as if he's minhwan! =D roy roy ar! i miss you man! i still miss you even if i didn't know that you share the same birthday as min =)

by the way, i watched "music star" on channel 56 just now.. suju fans i don't mean to offend you, but, suju sang badly during the show today! gosh what happened to the goodness of my dearest boys singing live?? even wookie and baby kyu didn't meet their normal standards T_T well, at the moment, i still can't forget the time when they sang "mirror" live at MAA..i really want to go back to that moment where i sat there and sang it with them.. their voices were soooooooooo good that it almost moved me to tears when they sang it whole heartedly.. YEHYUK AR!! when can we ever meet again????